Eldritch Mlems

I've been on HRT for about 4.5 years now, and I still don't really feel any better, I'm still very depressed and dystphoric. I know I dont put a ton of effort in, but when I for help cultivating an aesthetic, people tell me to go on tiktok, or just Google it, I suffer a lot as a result cause due to my ADHD I just can't pay attention or I dont do anything and I just keep suffering, I've honestly considered just ending it since my dysphoria has been strong and consistent my entire life. I'm just tired, I want help but I just feel alone in this journey since I can't just google it, or look it up on tiktok. I feel like I'm a hopeless person and I'm honestly annoying to the trans community and huge part of transphobia

I'm about to play a gnome illusion wizard and I'm researching (high INT!) creative uses for illusions.

A classic is an illusory wall to hide behind as enemies run past or cannot aim to you. Or make the pit seem to be somewhere else so they fall in as they charge you. Or fake allies for distraction.

We're playing Pathfinder 2e as 1st level characters. So technically that means the wizard has Figment (Ghost Sound), Illusory Object, and Prestidigitation at his disposal.

There are probably some cool illusion stories in this community?

@justyna_filiapiak

She’s 1/3 of a trio that we tried fostering but who quickly decided we were family.

Penny is the most doll-like cat I’ve ever met. She loves being held, period. Cradled like a baby, draped like a stole over the shoulders, upside down, doesn’t matter. She’s purring and slow blinking at you.

Here she is in more recent times. She has pudged up a bit.

Do you have a preferred play style?

Kaia

I have not had a chance to read it yet, but I am excited to look through it. My group fought (and narrowly defeated) the Juvenile Horned Dragon at the end of the Beginning Box on Sunday. I am hoping there is more dragon stuff I can throw at them because they had a blast fighting it.