applebusch

joined 1 year ago

You're not going to believe this. I already have both. What do I get? Super audhd?

Hmm yes coziness is four cats I see. So you're saying I need more cats. I thought so.

[–] applebusch@lemmy.blahaj.zone 6 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

I'm holding out for the scifi future where they make my balls make estrogen instead of testosterone. Maybe they could even move them inside me.

[–] applebusch@lemmy.blahaj.zone 10 points 4 weeks ago (2 children)

I wonder at what point a trans person will pass so effectively these idiots force them to change their gender marker to their chosen gender. Like a trans woman passing with a given name that could be interpreted as feminine, but they see the male gender marker and assume she's trans masc and somehow was able to get it changed, so they force her to have a female gender marker in an attempt to invalidate her transness, thereby unwittingly doing a bigotry overflow and being super affirming. I could see it happening to a trans masc person named Hunter or something. Now that I think about it they'll probably start doing mandatory genital inspections or some shit for anyone they see as gender nonconforming. Y'all Qaeda indeed.

[–] applebusch@lemmy.blahaj.zone 10 points 1 month ago

Sign me up twice. Maybe they can share their arcane knowledge too.

[–] applebusch@lemmy.blahaj.zone 7 points 1 month ago (6 children)

Wait but... misandry is real and black people can be racist towards white people. Maybe you mistyped or something idk. Anyone can be a bigot.

[–] applebusch@lemmy.blahaj.zone 6 points 1 month ago

Give overspecialized parties a chance. The severe skill gaps create unique and interesting challenges for the players and forces them to interact with your NPCs in ways a well rounded party wouldn't to overcome those gaps.

 

If there were no restrictions other than physics and you could have any body you want. Like four arms, elf ears, snake lower body, double vagina, whatever you want. I've been thinking about how I want to change my body a lot lately and it's got me wondering what people would want if they could really choose. Look like a specific celebrity? Be a real life anime girl? Be an amorphous shifting mass as free-form as thought? Be a giant space station? I just keep wondering what bodes we would choose if we really had the choice.

[–] applebusch@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 2 months ago

Transition goals lol

 

So excited to be on the road again.

 

I'm trying to find somewhere to store my sperm for fertility preservation before I start estrogen. Anyone got any recommendations in or near the bay area?

[–] applebusch@lemmy.blahaj.zone 6 points 4 months ago

I'm doing my part

 

I just started HRT a couple weeks ago and I've noticed that my nose is the clearest it's been in my adult life. I always used to have some resistance when breathing through my nose and I had a perpetually runny nose, but basically the day after starting HRT it was much better and I even sound less nasally when I talk. I was just wondering if anyone else noticed something similar. I'm doing estradiol injections and oral progesterone.

[–] applebusch@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 7 months ago (1 children)

Cat's are a more viable option if your work schedule is crazy and you can have them where you live. I have two and they have literally saved my life at least a couple times so far. I initially got one, but she needed much more play time than I was prepared to provide, so I got a second one so she had someone to play with regularly. I love them both so much it's crazy. With the automatic feeder I only need to feed them once a day manually (they get wet food once a day), and the litter boxes only need to be cleaned every few days. If I got automatic litter boxes it would be even less work. The really nice thing about cats is their social cues are so different, like if you ignore them they think you're chill and nice and will come say hi, so when I'm feeling really down and falling into a spiral one of them ends up sitting on me or getting in my face to demand attention and it helps break the spiral. Also they're so warm and soft just being able to touch them is nice. I could go on and on about the benefits of having cats lol.

Whether you end up getting a pet or not I hope you're doing better. You are more than your body. You're a woman, no matter what anyone else says.

[–] applebusch@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 7 months ago (1 children)

I wish we could trade cause I really want my own tits.

 

I keep thinking about the experience of feeling body envy towards cis women. Since I cracked my egg I've started to notice I have two distinct sets of feelings towards cis women, which can sometimes overlap, one being romantic/sexual desire and the other being envy for their body and femininity. I think for a long time I conflated those feelings and thought I felt sexual desire towards women who really I just wanted to be, and at other yet more unfortunate times didn't recognize my sexual desire for someone as such due to the lack of envy. It's made me wonder how much of my sexual life and awakening has been colored by my desire to be the women I thought I just wanted to bone. Definitely some at least.

[–] applebusch@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 8 months ago

This prompted me to read the gender dysphoria bible myself.

A classic gender dysphoria trope is the kid who wears nothing but sweatpants and hoodies.

Me sitting here reading it in sweatpants and a hoodie lol.

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