skymtf

So sadly I failed my drivers test, so going to a thrift store a few cities away isn't happening, but I'm still going on a trip and I want some decent girl clothes to wear while I'm with friends who affirm me.

Ive watched videos and I always end up getting really overwealmed, its also cost. Like the thrift stores in my area arnt very decent, and you can't try on anything anymore but I'm still on a budget. I kinda want to avoid shein, cause sizing was strange, and child labor. How stuff fits is also kinda hard since I don't really have hips and given I started puberty at like 12 I doubt they will ever exist on my body. I have some basic fem T shirts and Jeans I need to wear a belt which ive gotten gendered correctly a few times while wearing.

I don't ever really see myself having a decent job. FFS feels like Its off the table.

!I got better for a little while, but I realized I still look awful, dieiting seems kinda out of reach and also I feel like hrt can't fix me. I'm broke and getting off hrt is likely a good idea, tonight I'm gonna stop taking hrt. I'm gonna repost this on some truscum sunreddit cause while I disagree with them on nearly everything I feel like I do look creepy and I don't need love I deserve to be put in my place

https://imgur.com/a/S3LcFxO

as you can clearly see the first two are most accurate the others are angles and tricks

I'm a liar

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For some context I really want to loose weight and get rid of some pre hrt male fat I still have, I currently only eat one meal a day but from my thinking since they all seem to have some level of surgar I'm actually gaining weight even though I've only eating once that day. I'm not really sure but I know exercise will help and gym membership seems semi cheap.

I know I have posted herd before and many have already seen my photos and said I had mental health issues but I'm still kinds convinced T hit me way too hard. I'm convinced that any doctor should of looked at me and said "no I'm sorry I don't think hrt will be able to help you" on top of that I was and still am very overweight I'm convinced I really should detranstion for the sake of the community, I would need to loose at least 200 pounds to know for sure. I would likely need go get off hrt cause I'm not only tall but also fat

Should I just be like surprise me and provide a rough understanding of what I want.