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fine i'll watch all of technoblade's videos and vods again

They used to be an orderly, lawful kind, now they fell to the trap of internet fame

yeah the opposite is also true - trans women report crying much more after starting E

nobody remembers that trans men exist :( (apart from terfs, sometimes)

honestly, being able to experience the world from the perspective of someone being treated like a woman definitely helps us, trans men, to be decent men. once you get first hand experience of misogyny it's hard to then impose that onto others (though not impossible, trans rights and trans wrongs am i rigjt fellas)

4 & 6

the thermometer is showing me scary numbers and i long for reverse hibernation (sleep until it's cold enough to exist)

omg it's your lamguage that has the mini amonguses, amazing

interestingly, i don't have a conscious fear of needles but whatever self preservation mechanisms run in my brain go completely ape shit if i do a self injection.

it used to take me up to 2h to do my own T shots, and sometimes those instincts would present so intensely i was inches away from passing out (tunnel vision, ringing in my ears). i don't fear needles, i don't fear the pain, there barely is any to begin with, but my brain is hell-bent on not getting stabbed by my own hand. piercing the skin isn't hard, but it sometimes took me 10min of trying to make my hand move and it just would not. i had to disassociate myself with loud music or youtube videos just so i could do it, and after i finally succeeded, i was often drenched in sweat and needed chocolate to stop feeling light headed

after 4 years of that with no improvement, i decided to just go to a local clinic and have a nurse help me, and now my T shots take a whole maybe 15min at most (other people >:|). i have no idea why that ridiculous gelatine of the head panics so violently it tries to turn off conciousness if i try to stab myself with a needle on my own, but if someone else does it's like "huh, ok"

just why

yeah people (myself included) like saying "sheeps" because it sounds cuter, it's not "correct" english though, whatever that may be

huh! interesting! i guess i just missed that then. i remember some references to feminine characters liking chocolate a lot in cartoons but never to a point where i'd think it's a whole stereotype

it is? 😭 i never heard of it. sounds like one of the weird things they'd say in the US so- is this a US thing?

what? who says that?