She said she was tired of pissing, no more piss!
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This fucked with me at first too. What helped was trying different things until I found something that flattered my feminine parts while ignoring the bits I'd like to avoid acknowledging.
Being a Wärtsilä CT3500 Transverse Thruster:

Why wouldn't we just form street gangs to steal it from cis women who have a perscription?
I made a call to planned parenthood.
Within two weeks I had an appointment.
I spoke with an endo for like 20 minutes about how I was feeling about my gender, and then I walked out with a prescription I was able to pick up from my pharmacy like 3-4 hours later.
Most of the wait is just normal wait time for a doctors office appointment.
Actually if anything, my dentist is usually way more backed up than that.
Good luck, and be safe!
Hope ya find the help you need. <3
I too, am not dating alexsystem.
Do you think you'd have to pass to feel happy presenting. Or would you feel happy having people accept you as a woman who happens to be trans?
That latter part may be very difficult (or hopefully not) depending on where you live and your family/friends.
You don't have to pass to be, or to be accepted as a "real" or "valid" girl.
Not to hand wave your feelings away. I'm sure you've thought this before. Personally I don't mind not passing so long as people respect me as a woman.
Then again that might change once I'm out of the closet...
Waddabout olympic bottoming?