hayyy

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[–] hayyy@thelemmy.club 2 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

What do you mean by rare body type. And don’t you have pictures from before.

 

I’m about to take some myself in the next couple of weeks and would like to know the changes you’ve experienced upon taking them, what type you take, how long for, when you noticed a difference and what… etc

I have seen people’s posts but want to hear first hand if possible to really get an idea.

Thank you!

[–] hayyy@thelemmy.club 2 points 3 weeks ago

I’d prefer to do patches. If that’s possible

 

Edit. It’s 2am. Just placed an order finally! Let’s see if it comes and works …

Gendergp is too expensive And I’m feeling desperate and impatient

[–] hayyy@thelemmy.club 5 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

Thank youuu 💜

And I’m sorry if I offended with saying “natural woman” I think it comes from comparing myself a lot and seeing my bubbly and confident sisters and then how opposite I feel.

I dont feel like I engage in femininity or connected to my womanhood etc. and I feel like part of that is because I don’t have much motivation to like maybe my sisters might… so I wanna take hrt in the hopes it will change that.

[–] hayyy@thelemmy.club 1 points 3 weeks ago

I’m ready to get your info on DIY if possible

[–] hayyy@thelemmy.club 2 points 3 weeks ago

Thank you. I am curious about DIY…

[–] hayyy@thelemmy.club 4 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (3 children)

My social skills are horrible(even considering neurodivergent people which I definitely am) so going out and talking to someone about that irl isn’t really going to happen.

I’ve looked up a few potential suppliers online and no luck yet.

Can’t see myself going out the country let alone out the house for it lol.

I guess I’ll just wait for my gp to get back to me on the hormone testing and hopefully get prescribed it that way.

I got diagnosed ADHD last year and have been referred for autism assessment so my mental health situation is known to the GP for these things among others……

[–] hayyy@thelemmy.club 2 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

I’m aware intersex exists but I don’t see how reading that will help. I know there’s something wrong with me already.

I felt this way all my life Feels wrong in every way In the form that hormonal imbalances do… sorry I’m really tired rn

[–] hayyy@thelemmy.club 4 points 3 weeks ago (5 children)

Yep. Last night I messaged my gp asking for a hormonal blood test.

I applied to Boots but doubt they’ll accept so might see if my mum will let me use her details…

Not too sure the right avenue when it comes to DIY

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(Not sure if this is allowed here but need some help/support)

Update 2/ getting a blood test tomorrow which includes hormone testing…thank you for your comments and help :) Update/ just about to go for a GP appointment regarding “early menopause”. If anyone has any advice on what I can say to help my case I’d appreciate it. Thanks.

ETA- I’m in the UK. Anyone have any info or advice is welcomed. Edit 2- I just asked my GP about getting my hormones tested…waiting on their response e3- also my dad made a comment saying I look trans a couple yrs ago and he’s not wrong tbh. It’s so hard not comparing myself to my sisters especially and other women in my family.

I don’t feel like a natural woman. Like the Portishead song “I just wanna be a woman”…

I just wanna feel like the the other women in my family and the gender I was assigned at birth but I just feel like the grinch. I literally feel like my body is all wrong and I can’t just “accept” it and be grateful.

Mtf (in my case, masc to femme) I probably have hormonal imbalances or something. My life is awful. If y’all can take it at the ages you do, I feel like I should be allowed to at 23…

Euthanasia is on the cards atp…I just wanna stop feeling worthless