Nikki

issue is mainly that E hasnt shrunk anything yet so tucking is extremely painful rn. ive got a gaff already that helps but ita jist gonna take time till i can rock it

once i can tuck it should be okay but rn its just not viable

god i wish i could pull this off rn, still dealing with my extra hardware lol

if i could choose one thing to instantly change about myself its this, vocals are so hard to change socially and physically. it doesn't help that my voice dropped harder than anyone else in my class :/

good luck with your training, itll be hard but i know youll pull through

boooooccchhhhiiii

trans girls in my experience are very vocal online, along with being constantly targeted in the news. so by virtue youll see more of us.

if you look up the numbers its about an even split though

big shirts make great sleepwear in my experience !

:3 that was my comment im glad its working out for you!

-i dont feel any weirdness calling myself a lesbian, trans women are women after all. this stigma fades after enough time to let it become normal

-im not diagnosed but pretty sure lol, not a position id give advice from though

-assuming your parents arent helicopter patents and invading your privacy, feminine undergarments are good outlets for this. i used to wear cheap sports bras (the ones with no padding, just the fabric/elastic) under my shirt. compression underwear (gaffe) or just womens underwear in general are nice too

shaving your body is a good way as well, and if you are allowed to grow out your hair then styling that in some way (even if its just a ponytail or bun) is nice

-still in my hometown

-couldnt see a therapist not because of my parents (money and priorities) for a long time, but i dealt with my mental health struggles through online gaming and friend groups. sorta brute forcing myself to be confident, and keeping in mind that it gets better. therapy helps though, even if slowly with how good i am at masking

swapnote girl is adorable and always stuck with me

parents understand and support me

siblings (that im in contact with) support me, others i lost contact for other reasons before coming out

grandparents love me but genuinely dont understand trans people at a fundamental level, i still need to explain a lot to them

generally everyone ive come out to are supportive, everyone i havent dont even recognize me or think im one of my sisters so whatever lol

if you exhale before the sneeze comes out it makes it cute for some reason