Caitlyynn

joined 2 years ago
[–] Caitlyynn@lemmy.blahaj.zone 15 points 2 years ago

I was in a mental hospital (because I was suicidal, because I'm trans) when I told my dad. I specifically told him that this is the reason why I was there and he still thinks "it's just a phase" and deadnames me whenever I'm around. I just hope it gets better when I'm on HRT, but for now I just avoid him

[–] Caitlyynn@lemmy.blahaj.zone 30 points 2 years ago

I'm in this picture (not literally, I was in Halle) and I like it!

[–] Caitlyynn@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 2 years ago (1 children)

Wow, that sounds really nice, somethimg worth working for

[–] Caitlyynn@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 2 years ago (3 children)

Yeah, I working things out, my perspective on whats to come is pretty amazing compared to what shitshow I'm currently in, coming out to myself really helped and gave me my will to live back. It's been really rough but I really think that I hit rock bottom already and I'm alredy getting out of my pit.

Reassurance is very helpful, thank you

[–] Caitlyynn@lemmy.blahaj.zone 8 points 2 years ago (7 children)

I was hosptitalized for severe suicidal thoughts late December due to my ex partner making me relive some childhood trauma. Now they rejected me again for new years celebration. At least with the year starting at its absolut worst, it can only get better right?

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