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Reaching Out For Help in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] -Emma-@fedia.io 6 points 1 year ago

matrix regular here, vouching for uni: confirmed legit ✨💖✨

Thought I'd share some pics of me feeling cute on this community too! i love this dress so much lol, it's so gender affirming ^-^ in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] -Emma-@fedia.io 3 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

looking at your pics, i am unable to even imagine you as anything other than a cute girl ✨🎀✨

and i'm completely serious about my envy 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Thought I'd share some pics of me feeling cute on this community too! i love this dress so much lol, it's so gender affirming ^-^ in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] -Emma-@fedia.io 7 points 2 years ago (2 children)

OMG WTF!!!

HOW are you this GORGEOUS?!?

that figure! the long thick flowing hair! those legs! and then the dress, bow, and socks to show it all off!!

my envy burns 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

(seriously wtf, you are ✨gorgeous✨)

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[–] -Emma-@fedia.io 1 points 2 years ago

I've checked out fetlife, but it unfortunately requires javascript, which is a hard pass from me. I don't feel comfortable accessing sites that block users like me. The reason that I use kbin/mbin is because it does not require javascript at all. Account creation and use of the platform are free from that requirement, giving me a better user experience and increased privacy.

Thank you for the suggestion though ❤️

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[–] -Emma-@fedia.io 5 points 2 years ago

Thanks cowboy, and yes it's been nice.

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But I also feel like I've been numb for so long that this sudden capacity for feeling, mixed with these new relationships, has just melted me down to my very core and left me more distraught than I otherwise would have been. It's one thing to be lonely, but it's quite another to feel so connected and loved by others and yet unable to ever be in their presence. I was more positive when I made my original post searching for friends, but this time I'm just...I don't even know. I came here to distract myself, and I figured I may as well do this now, call out to the void to save me. But there's no one coming. I don't have hope that anything will come of these threads. I don't think I'm likely to find anyone. I just wish this were all easier. I wish I could just meet my friends and feel a sense of calm wash over me, allowing me to relax and breath easy, knowing everything will be okay. I need to be strong for others, but I also struggle to be strong for myself, and I wish I could just cry with my friends. I've cried enough tears in solitude, and I don't wanna feel trapped anymore. I can't continue like this; I need an escape from the pain.

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[–] -Emma-@fedia.io 8 points 2 years ago

Thank you for the reminder for myself and others that read this thread. Yes, I am aware of the dangers and the necessity of public meetings, and I'd probably bring a family member with me if I actually find someone here to meet.

Thank you for the well wishes and support.

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trans girl searching for friends in southeast Louisiana (fedia.io)

submitted 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago) by -Emma-@fedia.io to c/trans@lemmy.blahaj.zone

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Hi, I'm Emma! If you recognize my avi from Matrix chat rooms, yes I'm that Emma. 😊

Ada and others can verify that I'm legit.

So, long story short:

I am lonely
I wanna befriend some local trans people here in southeast Louisiana

About me:

I started HRT January 2023
I have ESP! (Estrogen Spironolactone Progesterone)
I'm a Linux nerd
I use QubesOS

I'm making this post here, because this is a much bigger audience than the Matrix chat rooms, but I am also nervous.

I know the odds are still against me, but I have to try.

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aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh [CW: Assumes Viewer is Transfem] (fedia.io)

submitted 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago) by -Emma-@fedia.io to c/transmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone

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