Eldritch Mlems

My Zee Boy feeling very tired today after first round of chemo. (CHOP series if that means anything to anyone) He was feeling better for almost all of this week after he got past the anesthesia from his rounds of radiation. He was eating, being playful, excited to go walk the garden with me. Hopefully the rebound from chemo is quick and it helps him feel better for longer. Keep sending good Juju, I think it's helping!

I apologize if I end up posting random thoughts too often, but I don't really have a trans girl friend group who I think are in the age bracket/headspace to provide advice on these topics.

Anywhore, I recently posted about getting hit by a truck about the universe pointing out I'll never be pregnant, and now I'm thinking about kids and how once I was old enough to seriously consider having them, I realized I didn't want any. My wife confessed to me that the book we both just read cemented in her mind that she does want a kid, and I'm getting kind of caught up in baby fever and I'm starting to think a major reason I didn't want kids is because I didn't want to be a dad. I'm still coming down from the high from my book (For Whom the Belle Tolls by Jaysea Lynn for anyone who missed my other post) where I got to explore femininity and at least the good parts of motherhood in a way wasn't expecting, so I have to take that into account, but right now, I really want to be a mom. Anybody experience something similar post transition/have any advice for someone who's only freaking out a lot? BTW, I am seeking therapy, the internet isn't the place for all things mental health, but until I get in somewhere, having some support from fellow anonymous weirdos is nice to keep the brain goblins quiet. ❤️

Matilda went over the rainbow bridge today.

cross-posted from: https://piefed.ca/c/dogs/p/456665/freyja-s-winterland-adventure

Rizzo and Gracie chilling on the couch.

#dogsofmastodon @aww

Cut up my hand once, shame, shame on you

Cut up my hand two times, ok I'll probably get fold at least ten more times.

@sophiesartz

Seriously try and follow her tail. It is full on non-euclidian.

I will ruin the mystery tomorrow.

Lawyers for trans athletes told the conservative-leaning court they were not asking for an “unfair biological advantage”.