Yeah my ex was only ever in my life out of her own sheer convenience. And when I left her a bunch of other people in my life also revealed themselves. I'll probably never get over it and I'll probably never trust a woman ever again. But man, being alone is so fucking easy. I wish I left her ages ago. Turns out alcohol was never my problem it was just people.
Yeah I wouldn't trust a man either after what I went through. People are in general, no good.