mjsaber

joined 2 years ago
[–] mjsaber@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 1 year ago (1 children)

I tried to, I'm not sure where? The link I followed did not seem to let me, but as I said, sometimes I struggle with tech.

[–] mjsaber@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 2 years ago (1 children)

Do you know where I could find a link?

[–] mjsaber@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 2 years ago (3 children)

Maybe I'm dumb, but I can't access this

[–] mjsaber@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 2 years ago

The job was to help develop the program and department, at least that's how they sold it to me. I was specifically told management is receptive to input from my position, and it was well within my purview to consider these issues. And, given that I don't think ever worked a full 40 hour week, I wouldn't say I did anything "double time".

I did give them a reasons to get rid of me, in that I showed there wasn't actually enough clinical level work for a nurse at this position, at least with how they structured it

[–] mjsaber@lemmy.blahaj.zone 7 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

Doubly so, because my nursing certification is an associate level. Everywhere I looked requires a Bachelors.

[–] mjsaber@lemmy.blahaj.zone 33 points 2 years ago

Have an appointment tomorrow. Don't know if it constitutes legal discrimination, but I'm almost tempted to bring it even if it's not a slam dunk. They care so much about reputation a lawsuit would hurt them more than I ever could.

[–] mjsaber@lemmy.blahaj.zone 22 points 2 years ago

Thank you. Already had a meeting scheduled with a lawyer tomorrow.

I just wanted to do some good. I didn't even get a chance to pass off my patients.

[–] mjsaber@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 2 years ago

I have professional help

[–] mjsaber@lemmy.blahaj.zone 7 points 2 years ago (1 children)
[–] mjsaber@lemmy.blahaj.zone 7 points 2 years ago (1 children)

Existentialism, and Camus in particular have a lot of influence in my thought patterns. But to Camus, love was one of the central pillars of deriving meaning from nothingness.

And I don't have that.

In fact, I have significantly less love than before.

I have people that say they care, and in the moment, they mean that. But at the end of the day, I don't matter enough to check in on, unless I warn them.

I just thought for the first time in my life I would be celebrated and appreciated for who I am.

But the reality is, no matter how much they front or posture, the "normals" will never accept me.

I could offer them salvation on a silver platter, and still be met with disdain.

So, again, what's the point? What's the point in trying?

[–] mjsaber@lemmy.blahaj.zone 14 points 2 years ago (1 children)

Your typo gave me the mental image of my cat as an autobot. 10/10

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