MicrondeMMMMMMM

joined 2 years ago

I had a hard time understanding how pride helped people, even as a trans woman.

Like even (nearly) one year I to my transition I still fail to present differently in public because of the shame, I have a hard time with people already and this is a lot, this ruined my motivation to do anything feminine (what's the point of trying I'll never look good blah blah) I'm still a bit like this to some extent, but I went to my first pride parade and I'm absolutely stunned, I saw some drag queens and even though they are cis men they manage to look good, they were unapologetic and proud of who they were, and THIS HELPS, heck seing other transfem IRL makes me understand that were all going through something similar and if we wish to be happy and fulfilled we should be out no matter where we are into our transition, it's honestly making me consider coming out to my friends. Because now I see that I'm not a freak and a good amount of ppl are like me.

Also I found out that the cute "male" cashier was probably a trans woman and she looks really good, I'm happy for "him". :)

[โ€“] MicrondeMMMMMMM@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 2 years ago (2 children)

Yeah I eat quite healthy because it's cheap lmao ๐Ÿ˜‚ I'm also not very fond of sugar, my current bet is eating su much butter I get fat!

[โ€“] MicrondeMMMMMMM@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 2 years ago (4 children)

Yeah I know about this but I just can't gain weight still, I'm over eating as much as I can, i just stay the same weight which is a pain. Although I will say I've gained some weight since starting HRT and it definitely hasn't gone on my belly!

[โ€“] MicrondeMMMMMMM@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 2 years ago (6 children)

Haha thanks :) I'm already doing most of these (my sleep schedule is fuuuuuuuucked) but yeah my doc told me not to worry about it so I guess we're golden then! Also the stress thing is so real, my breasts stopped being sensitive during exam week then went right back to normal after!

Heya! Thanks for answering!

I indeed saw online that high levels were not desirable but nothing about low levels, I'll probably ask my doc about it I'm not really that concerned :P

I'm sorry you went through higher levels than expected, that's from CPA if I recall?

Hello! thanks for answering! All my levels seem to be good including Estradiol, Testosterone, LH and FSH (I'm not on prog just yet) I was just scared that my prolactin could slow my breast growth. I dont see it being talked about much so I'll assume it's not that important ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ.

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This is good! :)

I often wonder how my life would have turned out had I immediately sought help when i initially figured it out, alas I was 15 and too scared... I do feel like other people have started their life, they go on dates and stuff, I cant really do that until I feel better in my body, but I'm excited for the day when I can finally be loved for who I am.

I don't think there really is a too late when it comes to transitioning, still I wish I'd did it back then...

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